aaj 22 april hai. aur mai aaj soch rahi hu ki mai apni zindagi mei kya kar rahi hu. mai ek job kar rahi hu, jisme mai normally tension or stress feel karti hu, mujhe laga tha mai khud ko prove kar chuki hu, lekin abhi bhi jab koi aisa challenge aata hai jo mujhe ek second mei hal hota hua nhi dikhta to mai dar jati hu aur sochti hu ki ab aisa lagega ki mai incompetent hu. mai impress karna chahti hu logo ko. lekin is chakkar mei mai apni life k main goal se door ho rahi hu. ye job maine ti thi for the time being, lekin is mei se time nikalana hi mushkil lag raha hai. kya mai writer banna chahti hu, kya mai rbi gr b officer banna chahti hu, kya mai bookstore kholna chahti hu, ya phir ghar baith k tuitions padhana chahti hu. mai samajh nhi pa rahi, sach mei nhi samajh pa rahi. lekin ye waqt mere samajhne tak rukega nhi.
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