Saturday, January 16, 2021

Did I do something wrong?

Hi everyone, I am Jessie, I was a war horse, that is I used to fight in wars with my master. AND I AM IN NO WAY RELATED TO BOJACK OKAY? So you can just chill.....I am sorry, it's just that I get this question a lot so...Yeah so I just wanted to ask for your advice because there is something I did and I needed to know if it was the right thing to do or not?

It was a long long time ago, to be precise a month back, I was prepared to fight in a very important war for my master. I was determined to take him to whatever location he wanted and also to kick ass of other horses by actually kicking their asses. And finally the moment came, I was in the field, by the way did I tell you that I was the captain of all the other horses and my master was the king himself, honestly no big deal but it was very helpful in picking up chicks at barns. Where was I?, yes, so the big moment was there and we were ready to win and it was no ordinary war, the forces were ten times in number than there normally were and their horses looked really tough. I looked at them with fierce eyes, filled with the winning fire to intimidate them and then suddenly my eyes were locked with other pair of eyes, they had the same fire in them, it was like my eyes found their soulmates and probably I also. She was standing just in front of me, maybe she was also the captain of the other side. We looked at each other, it was love at first sight, she was the most beautiful mare I had ever seen. It felt like it was only us in that huge war field and I am sure in that moment we could talk to each other even though we were standing a mile apart and I just wanted to run away from there with her. Suddenly, I was pulled back into reality with the war horn being blown indicating that the war has started and I started to run, so did she and just when we were both going to meet at the middle we both took left turn, I mean I took the left turn, it was right from her side and we ran together until we were at a safe distance from the war and when we stopped we realized that our masters were still on our respective backs. For your information we couldn't converse with our masters because we didn't speak the same language until I met this wizard a week ago, who gave me the power to speak human language. And we both stood there until our masters lost all hope for us to ever turn back and left. Then it was only her and I, her name was Angelina. There was no need to ask her the reason for her leaving the field. It was tacit. She is my soulmate. We are very happy together. I heard that the war was postponed. Being a war horse, I was taught the importance of loyalty and responsibility, but on that day I cheated those principles and now I have these guilt attacks from within. Angie thinks it was all right, she is a very sorted girl. I know I can't change what I did but still I would like to know what do you think, was it right or wrong?

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